A Wee Hour of the Morning Aha

[Michael Grove]

Posted on Dec 5th, 2006 by Bobbi

I woke up at 5am to my husband pacing. His mom is in hospital and he's having to deal with mortality issues. Not easy for my man. He's big and strong and he has a hard time with things that he can't physically affect.

On to my Aha. So, as he was pacing and dealing with his stuff, I decided to use this time to connect with my soul. And boy did I ever connect. Here is a bit of the information I downloaded (I ended up writing some of it in the dark because it was so profound to me)

The question I asked was "How do I give up control?"

CONTROL is like being a Grand Illusionist who begins to believe in their illusions.

Challenge yourself not to react. God is not an entity but an energy - it is a love you can't understand, the ability to let go of all expectation.

Now, you begin as if you can't see, as one who doesn't know, as one who desires nothing. It is not about fun my sweet, it is about becoming - becoming more than you are capable of understanding at this point, connected to your illusion of emotions.

As long as you rely on emotion you shall be "stuck".

Wow.
xxB

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First posted @zaadz by Michael Grove @zaadz on December 5, 2006 at 11:30

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about 2 hours later

maze said

Is this your soul talking to you? Who’s doing the talking?

I would think it might be easier to shut the thing off and

sit in silence. …a place where there’s no illusions.

peace - maze

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Lobster John said

de-attachment to outcome… very difficult.

But, a good path. I wish you both the best of luck.

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maze said

and out of the silence you may run into lobster john wishing you luck….

or maze commenting. peace

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about 16 hours later

Craig Photography said

Your writting and posting this blog is blessing.. Thank you for your words.

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Jenna said

When my mom called about my dad's passing… I did this.

I was fine for a week… then I grieved, oh how I grieved.

But first I was there for my mom.

First, I knew it was going to be okay.

First, I listened to my head, not my heart.

Namaste… Jenna

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Shanti said

Thank you so much for sharing…Non-Attachment…Aparigraha…a difficult,

yet beautiful practice…again, thank you…and may you always be able to hear

your soul speaking to you…

Namaste,

Greg

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6 days later

Michael said

Control IS being a Grand Illusionist - who believe in his/her illusions -

& - God IS NOT an entity but an energy - INDEED -

IT IS a LOVE you can't YET understand

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ROD said

Yep! I can feel this one. It's BIG…

Reminds me for some reason of the Heart Sutra quote of -

“Emptiness is form, form is Emptiness." 

becoming more than you are capable of understanding at this point

That resonates big with me and you know why Bobbi.

(I AM - YOU ARE…Now and Always.)

Thanks for sharing. Just lovely.

And I hope your husband finds some solace. Godspeed.

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26 days later

Jeremiah said

Great & Beautiful Insight Sister.
Isn't it fune to just drop into Is-ness ?

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