Posted on Dec 5th, 2006 by Bobbi
I woke up at 5am to my husband pacing. His mom is in hospital and he's having to deal with mortality issues. Not easy for my man. He's big and strong and he has a hard time with things that he can't physically affect.
On to my Aha. So, as he was pacing and dealing with his stuff, I decided to use this time to connect with my soul. And boy did I ever connect. Here is a bit of the information I downloaded (I ended up writing some of it in the dark because it was so profound to me)
The question I asked was "How do I give up control?"
CONTROL is like being a Grand Illusionist who begins to believe in their illusions.
Challenge yourself not to react. God is not an entity but an energy - it is a love you can't understand, the ability to let go of all expectation.
Now, you begin as if you can't see, as one who doesn't know, as one who desires nothing. It is not about fun my sweet, it is about becoming - becoming more than you are capable of understanding at this point, connected to your illusion of emotions.
As long as you rely on emotion you shall be "stuck".